Man in the Corner
Alone with my boyfriend,
and his body was covered in bruises,
after visiting his parents for what
would be the last time;
he quickly shuffles away
all discussion about his father
like a deck of expensive cards,
and points to the flowers
like an ordinary poet,
then the moon,
but not too much the sun
because that's where it happened,
against all odds, he told me,
he made it through.
It wasn't too dissimilar
from when he came out
on a hot May afternoon,
after we took each other to prom,
and I danced enough
in the hospital room for us both;
of course it didn't match, but we laughed
through the tears, and then
meditated in quiet, like strangers passing
then looking back on a crowded street,
wondering who that was in another life,
knowing they'll never meet again
like light bouncing off a pair of mirrors
now shattered and spread about
the world's trash cans.
We told jokes, and they were crass,
dirty enough to be spit out
on streets fled right before sundown,
and I honored all that he asked
kept quiet in the dusk, in the bramble,
pressed my cheek against his shoulder
and asked about the weather,
to which we laughed, and laughed;
the world radiates evil
but also just as much good;
one day he'll talk
and I'll get every punch back
even though he asks me not to
and he knows this
and I seek this;
it's just the way of things,
the blood disappearing
into the river.
Brandon Shane